沉默是因为包容

i don't feel like talking. but im feeling worse as the clock strikes by. so i figured that some exercise on the vocals might help. but i think i'm wrong again.

with regards to certain stuffs, i think i'm feeling way way much better than i felt last year. maybe perhaps i know that this time it's not my fault. although it wasn't really because of me all the while, but still ,i was the one that got him mad. so, i somehow felt that the strained friendship between us was originated by me. but at the end of last year. everything was in place, everything was back to normal and everything was way better. it's like he sorted things out in my life just by re-appearing.

but now.. oh well. i can't really depend that much on a promise he made, right? afterall, action speaks louder than words. heh.

still, i'm happy. really (=

we lost the championship of the challenge quest to west. many of us cried. but east will be back to win it next year. just you wait.

when you're emo, you shouldn't talk to an emo person. you'll be emomomo. really.